Had my u/s today, and we saw that yes, I am pregnant. There was a gestational sac and a yolk sac, and it was in my uterus, so no ectopic worries, etc. No fetus yet, no heart beat yet, and measuring 4 days behind.
This baffled me as I am positive of my "o" date, but guess I'm not exact on fertilization date which is when the dating officially begins. The doctor looked at my chart and thinks that we may had fertilized the egg around the 4th, not the 30th, which puts us off exactly 4 days. So my EDD changed to 3/27/10, and I'm apparently 5w5d today. Not quite a "pea" yet.
He wants me to come back on 8/13/10 for another u/s. Friday the 13th. Eek. Hopefully in 2 weeks we'll see a happier result. The good news, I'm still PG, just not as PG as I thought I was.
4 days off shouldn't be a big deal, but for some reason, it was a bit upsetting to me. Probably have too much knowledge of what's going on with my body/cycle.
When I was surprised about how I wasn't as far along as I thought, the Doctor explains, "well, that's why we go by LMP"... Um, excuse, me... if we go by that then I'd be even further that my calculations... My LMP puts me at 6w4d. But I'm measuring 5w5d. Explain that to me!
Oh well, just trying to remain calm. I'm still pregnant, I'm still pregnant, I'm still pregnant...
Will see what we have to see in 2 weeks. Great...... another 2 week wait. Ugh.
Friday, July 30, 2010
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
Surrounded by miscarriage
Many of the women in my pregnancy due date group are experiencing miscarriages. It's like a plague and it's got me really nervous.
No, I haven't had any bleeding, and yes, I will not let DH anywhere near my cervix (poor honey) and yeah, I still have tightening in my belly, fatigue, and general laziness taking over, but am I still pregnant?
Would I even know if the baby was already gone? Should I stop taking unisom/b6 just to see if I'd throw up? Would throwing up make me feel more confident that I was still PG?
My head's spinning, and am just wondering when this ride will come to an end for me? Hoping so hard that that time will be the end of March, when baby comes home. It's hard to be supportive of others and seek support when all the m/c stories are freaking me out. I want to be there for them, but really, does hearing "I'm so sorry for your loss" or the like at all comforting? It wasn't for me when I lost Alice.
I want to hide in my protective bubble and come out okay. Knowing I have an u/s on Friday gives me a little hope. But even if that scan goes great, I'm not at all out of the woods. It's such a scary time - early pregnancy.
Craig doesn't fully understand why it is that I can not run in the field with Natalya chasing after her kite. He does not understand why I can't help her play on the wii (too tiring to do the dance moves for her), and he doesn't get my lethargy. I'm PG and I'm tired. Why doesn't he get it? Maybe I'm not PG anymore, and I'm just lazy??
Don't know when the fear of potential loss will subside. When can I just relax and know in full confidence that I'm PG and growing this baby???
Questions that remain unanswered.
No, I haven't had any bleeding, and yes, I will not let DH anywhere near my cervix (poor honey) and yeah, I still have tightening in my belly, fatigue, and general laziness taking over, but am I still pregnant?
Would I even know if the baby was already gone? Should I stop taking unisom/b6 just to see if I'd throw up? Would throwing up make me feel more confident that I was still PG?
My head's spinning, and am just wondering when this ride will come to an end for me? Hoping so hard that that time will be the end of March, when baby comes home. It's hard to be supportive of others and seek support when all the m/c stories are freaking me out. I want to be there for them, but really, does hearing "I'm so sorry for your loss" or the like at all comforting? It wasn't for me when I lost Alice.
I want to hide in my protective bubble and come out okay. Knowing I have an u/s on Friday gives me a little hope. But even if that scan goes great, I'm not at all out of the woods. It's such a scary time - early pregnancy.
Craig doesn't fully understand why it is that I can not run in the field with Natalya chasing after her kite. He does not understand why I can't help her play on the wii (too tiring to do the dance moves for her), and he doesn't get my lethargy. I'm PG and I'm tired. Why doesn't he get it? Maybe I'm not PG anymore, and I'm just lazy??
Don't know when the fear of potential loss will subside. When can I just relax and know in full confidence that I'm PG and growing this baby???
Questions that remain unanswered.
I'm sorry to hear that
I explained to Natalya this morning, that I'm going to be going through changes, I'm going to be tired, possibly throwing up, but it's okay. I'm not sick, I'm pregnant, and that means I'm growing a baby inside of me and that you're going to be a big sister. Natalya looks me in the eye and is very serious... I'm sorry to hear that. Great. :P Hoping she'll come around. LOL.
Monday, July 26, 2010
Maternity Clothes???
Sadly, I attempted to begin looking at maternity clothes today. Hated everything I saw and couldn't bring myself to try anything on. Guess I'm going to wait a bit longer. At my work it's so casual dress that people can come to work in their PJs and it's okay, so i think I'm going to make use of my yoga pants at the office until I find something more suitable to my style taste. Think I'm going to visit old navy online...
Bad Reactions
I told my parents I was pregnant last night. They were less than thrilled. Now what? I'm devastated.
I don't get it with my folks. Makes no sense to me. Guess it's their problem and if they want any relationship with me and my family they'll come around.
We lost our baby in 2008, it's been 2 years of healing and TTC. I'm ready. The doctors said I was ready. No one is worried about my health, except them perhaps.
It's not like I'm asking them for money or financial support, so I really don't know why they're as upset as they are. Screw them, right?? Seriously, they should be thrilled to be getting another grandchild. They only have 1 right now, and I'm the only one left that can give them more. My brother can't make babies... he's sterile and his wife has no uterus.
I don't get it with my folks. Makes no sense to me. Guess it's their problem and if they want any relationship with me and my family they'll come around.
We lost our baby in 2008, it's been 2 years of healing and TTC. I'm ready. The doctors said I was ready. No one is worried about my health, except them perhaps.
It's not like I'm asking them for money or financial support, so I really don't know why they're as upset as they are. Screw them, right?? Seriously, they should be thrilled to be getting another grandchild. They only have 1 right now, and I'm the only one left that can give them more. My brother can't make babies... he's sterile and his wife has no uterus.
Saturday, July 24, 2010
Breaking News! (good news)
We told my in-laws. Rather, waited for them to see out "artwork". Took them long enough, but when MIL saw it finally, she was overjoyed. She and FIL cried a little. We're so happy they're happy. Next up...u/s on Friday.
Anxious
23 dpo today. Beginning to wonder... am I still pregnant? Should I pee on a stick. No Beta draw ordered, still have a week until the ultra sound. We're telling my in-laws today, guess I'm nervous and excited. Afraid I may jinx it, but know deep down that I'm still in the throws of all of this.
I'm so focused on "what I need to do today" and Craig is getting stressed out and overwhelmed about "what needs to be done by March". Poor husband. It's all too much to bear on one's shoulder alone. We talked, both feel better, and both realize we've sort of stepped into it. Like always, I know if we're meant to bring this bean home we'll make it work. We're a strong family.
I'm feeling the waves of m/s but (knock on wood) still haven't lost my lunch. Eating is interesting. I fill up pretty fast, and I'm hungry 5 min later. My regiment of unisom and b6 seems to be keeping the m/s under control. I'm pretty tired, and worn out by 4pm. Been falling asleep pretty early, but waking up at 1am to pee, and then having trouble getting back to sleep. How long is this going to last?
Don't know how keen Natalya is going to be about all of this. Her regression (potty training) is pretty severe, and we're having to restrict benefits, such as NO TV and NO SITTING ON THE FURNITURE. And last night... :( No bedtime story. It makes me sad, and I hate to be the punisher.
Craig hinted that she may be sharing her room... she didn't seem happy about that at all. Maybe the baby can have his/her own room? We have a 2 bedroom apt. Natalya's room is huge and there is plenty of room for 2 children to share. It's just the way it's going to have to be. It's going to really be a challenge, and with me so tired, I have to lean on Craig a lot right now.
Very grateful for my in-laws being here for a week. It's going to be great to visit and, well, frankly, have a little extra help around here. Maybe we'll actually get the rest of this stuff unpacked!
I'm so thankful for every moment I'm still pregnant. I'm embracing all of this, and trying to remain calm. Chaos ensues around me, and I have to just sit down and chill.
Should I get another HPT? Would seeing another BFP find me relief for worry? What if the test came back lighter? Would I freak out???
Need to keep it together...
I'm so focused on "what I need to do today" and Craig is getting stressed out and overwhelmed about "what needs to be done by March". Poor husband. It's all too much to bear on one's shoulder alone. We talked, both feel better, and both realize we've sort of stepped into it. Like always, I know if we're meant to bring this bean home we'll make it work. We're a strong family.
I'm feeling the waves of m/s but (knock on wood) still haven't lost my lunch. Eating is interesting. I fill up pretty fast, and I'm hungry 5 min later. My regiment of unisom and b6 seems to be keeping the m/s under control. I'm pretty tired, and worn out by 4pm. Been falling asleep pretty early, but waking up at 1am to pee, and then having trouble getting back to sleep. How long is this going to last?
Don't know how keen Natalya is going to be about all of this. Her regression (potty training) is pretty severe, and we're having to restrict benefits, such as NO TV and NO SITTING ON THE FURNITURE. And last night... :( No bedtime story. It makes me sad, and I hate to be the punisher.
Craig hinted that she may be sharing her room... she didn't seem happy about that at all. Maybe the baby can have his/her own room? We have a 2 bedroom apt. Natalya's room is huge and there is plenty of room for 2 children to share. It's just the way it's going to have to be. It's going to really be a challenge, and with me so tired, I have to lean on Craig a lot right now.
Very grateful for my in-laws being here for a week. It's going to be great to visit and, well, frankly, have a little extra help around here. Maybe we'll actually get the rest of this stuff unpacked!
I'm so thankful for every moment I'm still pregnant. I'm embracing all of this, and trying to remain calm. Chaos ensues around me, and I have to just sit down and chill.
Should I get another HPT? Would seeing another BFP find me relief for worry? What if the test came back lighter? Would I freak out???
Need to keep it together...
Thursday, July 22, 2010
Letting the ART speak for itself
ART project DONE.
We decided to be "passive" when we tell my in-laws about the pregnancy. They're coming to visit for a week and will be here this Saturday. This "ART" is on display in our new entertainment center with my turtle and shell collection. We're not going to "say" anything, just going to let the "ART" speak for itself.
We decided to be "passive" when we tell my in-laws about the pregnancy. They're coming to visit for a week and will be here this Saturday. This "ART" is on display in our new entertainment center with my turtle and shell collection. We're not going to "say" anything, just going to let the "ART" speak for itself.
WHAT is that smell????
LOL. I'm like a blood hound these days. At work, the smells from the break room are "interesting" at best. Funny 'cause I don't even sit that close to it, and yet I can really smell something strong. I bet it tastes great to the originator of the meal, however WOW it's getting to me.
I carpooled today too, so no car to hide in and escape. No way to open windows here either. I'm trapped and need to stuff tissue's up my nostrils. Think I might raise questions if I did that.
What are your super sensitive noses smelling up these days?
I swear it smells like fried potatos and onions!
I carpooled today too, so no car to hide in and escape. No way to open windows here either. I'm trapped and need to stuff tissue's up my nostrils. Think I might raise questions if I did that.
What are your super sensitive noses smelling up these days?
I swear it smells like fried potatos and onions!
Ridonculously Tired
Last night I fell asleep watching Jeopardy (7pm) and woke up to the evening news (11pm), then had trouble falling back asleep until 1:30am. this sleeping disfunction is getting annoying.
Oh well, at least Craig is dealing with it as good as can be expected. Natalya suspects something is up, and is getting concerned. i Want to tell her, but know it's best to wait. Poor sweet kid.
Oh well, at least Craig is dealing with it as good as can be expected. Natalya suspects something is up, and is getting concerned. i Want to tell her, but know it's best to wait. Poor sweet kid.
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
I Love Ranch, but it's not loving me.
Recently had a gloriously wonderful fresh costco sized avacodo with ranch dressing. It was so delish. Now 30 min later, I can not get the aftertaste in my mouth (ranch I think) to go away, and it's highly yucky and stomach turning.
Lovely!
So now at 5 weeks today, I think morning sickness (m/s) is rearing her ugly head and will be a force to reckon with yet again with this pregnancy.
Oh poo. :(
May have to break out the zofran earlier than I anticipated. At least I have next week off for vacation and can puke in the privacy of my home around my family. They'll be thrilled!
Unisom and B6 have been wonderful thus far keeping me from hurling.
Oh drat. :(
So now, I'm sipping gingerale, and munching on BBQ potato chips as I read "somewhere" that the BBQ chips help with m/s too. Isn't it silly the great length's we take to keep from throwing up, when just throwing up in general would make us feel better???
Lovely!
So now at 5 weeks today, I think morning sickness (m/s) is rearing her ugly head and will be a force to reckon with yet again with this pregnancy.
Oh poo. :(
May have to break out the zofran earlier than I anticipated. At least I have next week off for vacation and can puke in the privacy of my home around my family. They'll be thrilled!
Unisom and B6 have been wonderful thus far keeping me from hurling.
Oh drat. :(
So now, I'm sipping gingerale, and munching on BBQ potato chips as I read "somewhere" that the BBQ chips help with m/s too. Isn't it silly the great length's we take to keep from throwing up, when just throwing up in general would make us feel better???
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
Fruity fun milestones to pass the time
This week I have a little seed in me.
Soon I get to move on to apple seed.
Can't wait to make it to sweet pea aka U/S week and see our sweet pea!!!
Soon I get to move on to apple seed.
Can't wait to make it to sweet pea aka U/S week and see our sweet pea!!!
No Soup For You!
Dawning on me today what I can not eat during the pregnancy. Feeling like I should have had one last hurrah of a feeding fest. Oh well.
So here's the no's:
SUSHI
SAKE
WINE
RUM (whimper)
MED. RARE PUB BURGER FROM RUBEN JAMES (another whimper)
BLUE CHEESE ON MY APPLEBEE'S APPLE WALNUT SALAD
So here's the probably shouldn't have's:
Tuna Fish - really??? I love tuna. :(
Sword Fish and Shark - ummm ok...
Caffeine - okay 1 8oz cup of reg strength coffee is ok, but that's it!!!
Herbal Tea - no really, Tea is bad!!
Shrimp - so not fair. it's technically ok, but they're kind of "dirty" and during PG, not an ideal food option.
And while on the topic of things I can't have...
SPA DAY IS OUT. That sucks.
NO HOT BATHS. And we just finally got a bath tub I fit in. SIGH
at least I get out of litter box duty for a while.
So here's the no's:
SUSHI
SAKE
WINE
RUM (whimper)
MED. RARE PUB BURGER FROM RUBEN JAMES (another whimper)
BLUE CHEESE ON MY APPLEBEE'S APPLE WALNUT SALAD
So here's the probably shouldn't have's:
Tuna Fish - really??? I love tuna. :(
Sword Fish and Shark - ummm ok...
Caffeine - okay 1 8oz cup of reg strength coffee is ok, but that's it!!!
Herbal Tea - no really, Tea is bad!!
Shrimp - so not fair. it's technically ok, but they're kind of "dirty" and during PG, not an ideal food option.
And while on the topic of things I can't have...
SPA DAY IS OUT. That sucks.
NO HOT BATHS. And we just finally got a bath tub I fit in. SIGH
at least I get out of litter box duty for a while.
Rude awakening
was blissfully asleep, when rudely awoken by my re-bitten by mosquito's itchy big toe. what is it about my toe that is so appealing to the blood sucking pests? benedryl, take me away!
So now I'm awake, it's nearly 1am, and I'm super tired, and hungry. I want to fall asleep, but also could eat some mac n cheese. Maybe for breakfast in the morning.
You always hear about cravings in pregnancy, but never about the food aversions. Nothing tastes good, so you are hungry all the time and can't stomach anything. It's ridiculous really. I have to eat, I have to nourish this bean, and yet, find it a constant struggle.
Really hoping to have the cravings kick in soon. And am really hopeful the morning sickness doesn't get out of control this time.
I've had waves of nausea but it's all staying in for the moment. I'm ready for the battle, but hoping for a cease fire.
So now I'm awake, it's nearly 1am, and I'm super tired, and hungry. I want to fall asleep, but also could eat some mac n cheese. Maybe for breakfast in the morning.
You always hear about cravings in pregnancy, but never about the food aversions. Nothing tastes good, so you are hungry all the time and can't stomach anything. It's ridiculous really. I have to eat, I have to nourish this bean, and yet, find it a constant struggle.
Really hoping to have the cravings kick in soon. And am really hopeful the morning sickness doesn't get out of control this time.
I've had waves of nausea but it's all staying in for the moment. I'm ready for the battle, but hoping for a cease fire.
Monday, July 19, 2010
I'm so old!
Went to a 2 year old birthday party and all the mom and mom's to be were easily 10 years younger than me. I felt ridiculous and well, OLD. None of them knew/know I'm PG. I'm actually friends with the 2 year old's grandmother... who is only 48. She's 48 with three grown daughters and her oldest is the mother of 2 little girls, 1 is 3 days younger than MY dd. I'm only ten years younger than her, and when I'm 48, my children are only going to be 13 and 9. I feel so lonely. Mom's here are soooo much younger, and where I'm originally from (the SF Bay area) mom's are my age.
Doesn't help that I'm "Advanced Maternal Age". Makes me feel like I'm lame for still TTC at this age, and I should be happily and quietly waiting for menopause.
I hate being reminded how old I am, when I'm so young at heart.
I'm such a better mom at 37 then I ever would have been 10 years ago. So, that being said I'm thrilled to be PG again. Annoyed at the party when one of the "new Mom's" was complaining about her 20# baby and the bjorn, and how heavy the baby was, etc. I suggested she try an ergo carrier as the weight distribution was much easier on the back and neck, it's really compact, etc. She just looked at me as if I was from another planet. Then another young mom confirmed what I said and she acted like it was the young mom's idea/suggestion the whole time. Just wanted to thwack her on her forehead.
Doesn't help that I'm "Advanced Maternal Age". Makes me feel like I'm lame for still TTC at this age, and I should be happily and quietly waiting for menopause.
I hate being reminded how old I am, when I'm so young at heart.
I'm such a better mom at 37 then I ever would have been 10 years ago. So, that being said I'm thrilled to be PG again. Annoyed at the party when one of the "new Mom's" was complaining about her 20# baby and the bjorn, and how heavy the baby was, etc. I suggested she try an ergo carrier as the weight distribution was much easier on the back and neck, it's really compact, etc. She just looked at me as if I was from another planet. Then another young mom confirmed what I said and she acted like it was the young mom's idea/suggestion the whole time. Just wanted to thwack her on her forehead.
3:30pm and boy are my arms tired
Can't beleive how tired I am. Don't ever remember being this run down. Wondering if I'm even in shape enough to run this marathon?
Just sent Craig a note to raincheck the grocery store after work. Just want to crawl under a pile of blankets and sack out!
U/S #1 is scheduled. They're not as interested/concerned in seeing the HB, but if we do bonus. They want to see how the progression looks. Make sure not in tubes, implanted the right place, etc. So if we get a HB, cool, and if not, no matter, cause I'm probably going to be back often for frequent scans. At least I don't have to have a full bladder. Vag u/s not my favorite, but you know, worth it.
7/30/10 at 11am, and with the infertility RE I was org. to see on 7/28's now cancelled apt. So very happy getting a GOOD Dr. to review all of this with. Yay.
AFM - tired, wicked tired. Cold and cranky too. Pesky hormone surge, I'm a mess. Well off to pee and eat again.
Just sent Craig a note to raincheck the grocery store after work. Just want to crawl under a pile of blankets and sack out!
U/S #1 is scheduled. They're not as interested/concerned in seeing the HB, but if we do bonus. They want to see how the progression looks. Make sure not in tubes, implanted the right place, etc. So if we get a HB, cool, and if not, no matter, cause I'm probably going to be back often for frequent scans. At least I don't have to have a full bladder. Vag u/s not my favorite, but you know, worth it.
7/30/10 at 11am, and with the infertility RE I was org. to see on 7/28's now cancelled apt. So very happy getting a GOOD Dr. to review all of this with. Yay.
AFM - tired, wicked tired. Cold and cranky too. Pesky hormone surge, I'm a mess. Well off to pee and eat again.
6wk u/s scheduled today for 7/30/10 at 11am
called today to schedule the 6 week u/s. was hoping to get it for 7/28 exactly 6 wks and 0 days, as this was the org. RE apt scheudled. But the best we could get was 7/30/10 at 11am.
Craig's parent's last day with us!
So we're going to go for it and hope to see something. Don't think we'll see a HB, probably too soon, but still excited to see it anything is in there. Yolk sac, fetal pole, who knows.
I'll be 6 weeks and 2 days.
Craig's parent's last day with us!
So we're going to go for it and hope to see something. Don't think we'll see a HB, probably too soon, but still excited to see it anything is in there. Yolk sac, fetal pole, who knows.
I'll be 6 weeks and 2 days.
We're PREGNANT again EDD 3-23-2011
My temp was still up this cycle, which was kind of weird, so figured, why not, and grabbed one of my 4 CB digi tests that have been staring at me in my nightstand for months.
My Chart: http://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/70859
I POAS. It did NOT take very long to show my result. BFP!!! on the digi at 12 dpo!!! REALLY early for me. I've never tested this early with a BFP even when I was PG before.
After the surprise subsided, I called my OB, and got in the same day for a BETA. I couldn't stop smiling while they stabbed my arm! lol.
Still can't believe it.
As for what we did to get here... many of you already know! You all are GREAT! for the rest... here's a bit about our journey here.
This is my 3rd pregnancy. We recently moved to a new place, much bigger, newer, cleaner, during June/July. We're still in boxes, ugh. I was hopeful that the new home was a sign that now is our turn.
We've been back on the TTC #2 wagon since technically Nov 2009, Craig officially knew about this in Dec. 2009
After starting this cycle, I finally decided to "make the call" and scheduled an RE apt (7/28 ) to discuss infertility and what to do next since I'm not "young" anymore and running out of time. Was thinking I'd probably need to start clomid or something. I've happily cancelled that appointment!!
We've tried "sperm meets the egg plan", instead cups, B6, folic acid, pre-natal vitamins, HOT sex, Blah sex, good timing, lousy timing, sex every day, sex every third day, and on and on.
When we conceived this bean, it was actually Craig's 40th birthday.
Was a memorable night, which I'm hoping is a good sign for us, as “Taly” was also a memorable night, and with Alice (our angel), the conception was more on the Blah side... I was sick, not into it, etc.
So I guess just the right place (awesome NEW home) and timing, etc.
I was very boring on how I told Craig. I stumbled out of bed, with my test, did my thing, had a mini heart attack, then stumbled back over to bed and presented him with the test.
He then as calmly as he could... asked me the probability of a false positive with a digi test. Then it somewhat sunk in and we embraced. A MUCH better reaction then when I told him I was PG last time. That did not go so well, he was actually mad back then.
So with both of us actively trying and finally getting the lovely PG on the test, we're both thrilled, and going through all the emotions together as it should be.
I'm in the "high risk group" at my OB's which means I’m getting extra attention because of how BAD my last pregnancy went.
This is the first time in 3 pregnancies that I've even had a beta test.
So with all of this, I'm extremely hopeful, and terrified. Just need to get through the NT. That's when it all went to hell began last time for us. If we can get there, we'll make our announcements to friends and family in real life.
I’ve had 3 Beta tests, and POAS on 12, 13, 14, 15 dpo, all BFP.
Beta 1 7/13/10 12 dpo 47
Beta 2 7/15/10 14 dpo 125
Beta 3 7/17/10 16 dpo 347!!!
My Dr called today with our number (on a Saturday - who does that??). She said she's very pleased with the results, and can't wait to take a look at our kiddo in 2 weeks. Also said so far looking very viable. Next up, 6 week u/s to be scheduled on Monday. My new chant... what do I have to do today? Just trying to get through each day, each milestone, and see if we get to bring this one home.
Oh, and if you're wondering... EDD... 3-23-11.
My Chart: http://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/70859
I POAS. It did NOT take very long to show my result. BFP!!! on the digi at 12 dpo!!! REALLY early for me. I've never tested this early with a BFP even when I was PG before.
After the surprise subsided, I called my OB, and got in the same day for a BETA. I couldn't stop smiling while they stabbed my arm! lol.
Still can't believe it.
As for what we did to get here... many of you already know! You all are GREAT! for the rest... here's a bit about our journey here.
This is my 3rd pregnancy. We recently moved to a new place, much bigger, newer, cleaner, during June/July. We're still in boxes, ugh. I was hopeful that the new home was a sign that now is our turn.
We've been back on the TTC #2 wagon since technically Nov 2009, Craig officially knew about this in Dec. 2009
After starting this cycle, I finally decided to "make the call" and scheduled an RE apt (7/28 ) to discuss infertility and what to do next since I'm not "young" anymore and running out of time. Was thinking I'd probably need to start clomid or something. I've happily cancelled that appointment!!
We've tried "sperm meets the egg plan", instead cups, B6, folic acid, pre-natal vitamins, HOT sex, Blah sex, good timing, lousy timing, sex every day, sex every third day, and on and on.
When we conceived this bean, it was actually Craig's 40th birthday.
Was a memorable night, which I'm hoping is a good sign for us, as “Taly” was also a memorable night, and with Alice (our angel), the conception was more on the Blah side... I was sick, not into it, etc.
So I guess just the right place (awesome NEW home) and timing, etc.
I was very boring on how I told Craig. I stumbled out of bed, with my test, did my thing, had a mini heart attack, then stumbled back over to bed and presented him with the test.
He then as calmly as he could... asked me the probability of a false positive with a digi test. Then it somewhat sunk in and we embraced. A MUCH better reaction then when I told him I was PG last time. That did not go so well, he was actually mad back then.
So with both of us actively trying and finally getting the lovely PG on the test, we're both thrilled, and going through all the emotions together as it should be.
I'm in the "high risk group" at my OB's which means I’m getting extra attention because of how BAD my last pregnancy went.
This is the first time in 3 pregnancies that I've even had a beta test.
So with all of this, I'm extremely hopeful, and terrified. Just need to get through the NT. That's when it all went to hell began last time for us. If we can get there, we'll make our announcements to friends and family in real life.
I’ve had 3 Beta tests, and POAS on 12, 13, 14, 15 dpo, all BFP.
Beta 1 7/13/10 12 dpo 47
Beta 2 7/15/10 14 dpo 125
Beta 3 7/17/10 16 dpo 347!!!
My Dr called today with our number (on a Saturday - who does that??). She said she's very pleased with the results, and can't wait to take a look at our kiddo in 2 weeks. Also said so far looking very viable. Next up, 6 week u/s to be scheduled on Monday. My new chant... what do I have to do today? Just trying to get through each day, each milestone, and see if we get to bring this one home.
Oh, and if you're wondering... EDD... 3-23-11.
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