Monday, August 23, 2010

Today I feel...

Like I'm expanding. Was talking with a co-worker and I swear my belly was beginning to inflate like a balloon. Was very odd and made me very self-conscious.

Additionally today...

sore boobs. really sensitive and not in a good way. Like my bra is too tight and they want to escape, get out!

back hurts. my lower back to be exact. Probably nothing more than growing pains, but still uncomfortable. i'm certain my desk chair isn't helping one bit.

headache. yes, again. I wonder if it's blood pressure related.

full/starving. yes, I posted about this already, but it's worth a second mention, such an off feeling. now I'm hungry and nauseous at the same time, I need to eat, but nothing sounds good.

sleepy. I could easily go to sleep right here, right now.

achy. My joints are kind of achy today. In general, my body feels tired and needs more rest.

smells. smells getting to me today. my hyper sensitive nostrils are picking up something wicked. I'm sure it's quite wonderful, but wish I didn't have to smell it, and since no one knows here yet, I can't mention it.

cranky. OMG I'm horrible lately. Everything ticks me off, and super easily. I lose my temper at a drop of a hat. God help Natalya, I'm a bear these days.

terrified. have my next u/s on Friday. I'm anxious to see that all my fears have been for nothing, this bean is a fighter and is still growing, and thriving. However my logical side is desperately trying to come to grips that there may be no improvement and/or no more life. My god, what will I tell Natalya??? How will I tell Natalya??? I think that conversation scares me more then the actual test.

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